January 2011
Already planned my first post of 2011 for Facebook xD
December 2010
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New Year Resolution(s)
I know you’re only supposed to have like one, but I have several. I’ll probably update this list a couple of times in the next few days/weeks, but here it is:
Lost weight, at 10 lbs, though 30 would be lovely.
Update my website daily. Make it a blog! http://thelifeandblog.webs.com/
Read 100 books, minimum!
Keep my room clean for the remainder of my home-living months.
Get...
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justasmalltowngirrl:
yellina:
they’re actually my favorite posts to read on tumblr
every single one.
New Year's Eve
Well, first of all, happy New Year’s Eve to everyone :)
I was originally going to go to a party and then spend the night with my friends, but I cancelled all of that.
Why?
My sister had surgery two weeks ago and is home-ridden. She’s sad she can’t go out so I decided to stay home and celebrate with her.
However, I’m basically being forced into doing all these chores and...
Reblog if your 5'5 or under - I want to follow you...
Uhhh, yeah.
5’2”
Curse shortness!
I know it's rather late...
But last night I had a dream. One that made me cry In this dream, it was the end of Senior Year. We were about to graduate and had to head up to the school to get our last report card. I got mine only to find that I was ranked 7 out of 430 or whatever. I bawled in my dream only to wake up almost bawling. I’ve wanted to be in the top 10 since forever. Seeing as I’m 40 right now, I...
“Despite everything, I believe that people are really good at heart.”
– Anne Frank (via theprincessleah)
She’s beyond inspiring<3
Word that describes me perfectly:
Altruistic.
Def.:
(adj.) unselfishly concerned for or devoted to the welfare of others
(noun) the philosophical doctrine that right action is that which produces the greatest benefit to others
Today,
I cried. Not tears of sadness, but tears of extreme joy and happiness.
At our Annual Christmas Assembly at Pace High School, a boy performed ballet along with the dance team. It wasn’t the best ballet in the world, but to everyone, it was wonderful. He said he wouldn’t have done it without the encouragement of friends, family, and teachers at Pace High. He went out there, performed...
I feel...
happy for the first time in quite a while. Mrs. Hoomes and Mrs. Cobb, the librarians at Pace, are the sweetest people in the world! They wrote me a heartfelt letter, got me an adorable ornament, and a $25 Target gift-card. It’s one of the sweetest presents I’ve ever received. I never would have suspected how much what I’ve done at the library has helped them. They are beyond...
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I want to feel like I’ve changed peoples lives in some way.
But I don’t think I have. I think I’ve just irritated people beyond believe.
I'm doing it again.
I’m doing something I told myself I’d never do again. I’m softly stalking and obsessing over him. It ended terribly the last time I did it and still to this day I can’t look at the guy the same way. I really don’t want to stalk him, but the realm of flirting is beyond me and I don’t know what else to do. How can I ever learn to be not weird?
I’m on a ranting spree today, if you haven’t caught on yet.
I don’t know why, but I just had to get some things out. I felt close to exploding.
Mother.
I’m absolutely tired of the fat jokes. Just because you had gastric bypass and you’ve lost 50 something pounds does not mean you have the right to call me fat and make fun of me for it. Do you think I enjoy being this way? No, I don’t. I’d give anything to be skinny but it’s so very difficult for me. I can eat nothing in a day and still manage to gain some weight. I...
Letters.
I’m anxiously awaiting graduation. Not for leaving high school and everything I’ve ever known behind, but for what I plan to do. I want to write everyone I’ve ever met who has made some type of difference in my life, be it good or bad, a letter. A letter that explains my feelings. Nothing gets left out. Top person on the list? Him. Because he, more than anyone else, deserves to...
I want to be able to open up to people. I want to be able to share my feelings face-to-face with someone who will answer me immediately and calm my ever-present fears. Expressing them in typed words is working a little bit, but more than anything I want to express them personally.
But I’m scared, like always.
I have no self confidence. I know I don’t and I don’t do anything...
I wonder
How we can be so close to each other at times and never say a word. It’s like our past doesn’t even exist. Why there are so many secret glances toward each other, but nothing happens. If anything will ever occur, or if we’ll always be like this. What I need to do or if I should wait on you. I wonder….about everything.
Life.
My friend recently told me that I need to do something for myself for once. Just go out in the world and relax. I know I’ve been taking dual-enrollment class nonstop since Sophomore year. I also know I’ve been super-involved in SGA, almost close to an officer without quite being an officer. But, I feel like I’ve done nothing. I feel like I have accomplished nothing in the past...
I feel proud to say...
I’ve finally gotten my sister into reading. It’s been a 10 year struggle at least, but at last she is reading. She finished a book in one day over Thanksgiving and read The Hunger Games in two days or so. I’m of the opinion that any one on this Earth can find reading fun if they are shown the right book. Once you find that book that speaks to you, that you can relate to, that you...
Dear Tumblr,
Thank you for coming back and not leaving me forever like I assumed you would.
This makes me extremely happy.
All I want for Christmas is..
Him.
I’ve been putting stuff in my “memento box” for college since last year and every time I add something, it makes me sad! It is full of stuff to erase homesickness while I’m away at college. It contains pictures, movie tickets, concert tickets, notes and letters from my friends, and several other things.
I never want to grow up…
